Hello again

it's been a while hasn't it? at least a few days, probably a week.

so, how are you guys? hopefully everything is going good, i'm sure i have some lurkers i just don't know how to tell how many... i got my permit renewed today and became a registered voter. i'm not quite sure what to think of that.

i've been in need of some good old dancing in the rain... i haven't had a chance to yet... yes it's been raining but when it is i'm either at school or have stuff with me and am trying to get home as fast as possible so that i don't.

so i just found out that there is going to be a new A-Team movie... why must Hollywood ruin all that is good and right? there is a chance it'll be a good movie but i am not getting my hopes up. i did for watchmen and was sorely disappointed.

why is making a song so hard? specifically finding/writing lyrics? i mean honestly, I've cycled through at least a hundred poems today and found maybe one that i can do something with... i give up... at some point i'll hire a writer to write songs for me, i'll give them a general idea and some specifics so that i can relate to it personally.

I've been talking to Hollis a lot recently, it's refreshing, and fun. we tend to ramble on about seemingly nothing... until i kill the conversation that is. then we start on something else. we can talk for such a long time though. take today for example, we started talking at 8:30pm and talked until 11:04. i haven't managed to have long conversations with people in a long time, i forgot how good being social felt.

i haven't even felt the need to blog thanks to Hollis. I have nothing to get out, no anger to vent, no big angst (just the normal teenage boy stuff) the only thing that I have to rant about right now is the A-Team movie. Just talking to Hollis has improved my overall outlook on life and has led to me being happy again, really happy, that genuine happy where you can't wipe the grin off your face no matter how hard you try. I can only hope that i have returned a fraction of what she has given me back to her.

Time to ruin the size streak. i case you didn't notice, the paragraphs were getting longer and longer, but that stops here.

I've recently been watching If I Can Dream. it an online show that helps people achieve their dreams. i feel like such a stalker when i'm watching it though since there are 24-7 live video feeds watching them. i can watch them sleep if i wanted.

tried to audition for glee today but it failed. after i recorded my introductory statement i uploaded it and it wouldn't do anything from there.

Well i guess that's about all for tonight. Poem time:
this one is personalized it's called Pair. it's by Sandra Simon
You’re someone there, just like a “pair”
Who’d be there in times of despair…

Just like hands or eyes or feet.
you’ll help me up when i am beat,
With one wink and the day’s brightened,
you’ll run with me when i'm suddenly frightened…

I wonder why I’m writing this,
To someone whom I used to hardly miss,
So weird, so queer, but yet subtly sweet…
Indeed a friend… Hollis, you're neat!
Someone who was once my stranger


Kind of an abrupt end isn't it? oh well. G'night