what a day?

today (well yesterday i guess) was a roller coaster. it made me realize how much i love theatre. once i got going in rehearsal all my problems seemed to melt away. once i was off stage for more then 5 minutes though , the emotions came flooding back and i came close to crying again. i don't know if nancy realizes the pain she's caused or not, but i don't intend to let her see that pain. if nothing else i will be strong to prove to myself that even in the face of destruction i can keep moving forward. aside from that good day. met Jessica, played some ninja and above all caring friends. I love you all. thank you for being there for me when i needed it.