i guess i'll start off with, i have fucked up big time with school. and while i know that I've fucked up, i can't seem to find any motivation to try harder... with that as an opener it seems like it should get better from here right? wrong... because i fucked up, i am now at risk of beeing pulled from dubs and theatre. needless to say, that got me a bit emotional during my meeting with my counselor and i started crying... in front of my mom... never before have i felt so emasculated... here's where things start looking up a bit. turns out i've been more flirtatious than usual with Sass... i haven't noticed anything but apparently megan has so, i guess i must have been. ok so, i have absolutely no clue what i am writing anymore, it probably makes no sense. i miss the friends i used to have, the ones that i have since lost contact with. namely cassie. we're still friends and when she knows something is wrong she is always there and supportive, but at the same time i feel so far away from her... as of this moment my closest friends are megan, jeff and nick. i find it strange that nick has become one of my closest friends, before urinetown i really didn't like him but the more i hang out with him the more he grows on me. i don't know what else to say so i guess i'll end it with a simple: thank you, and good night.
Silly boy.
ReplyDeleteNick has grown on me too. He's slightly less obnoxious than he used to be.
Oh, and I love you.