what is going on?!

I don't know what's happening to me. My head is saying things I refuse to believe and my dreams are telling me others. Don't get me wrong, on average I'm a content person, but I get that feeling that i don't belong anywhere again. I hate this school... i love the theatre and choirs but i hate the school. Then there was this morning. not even a single hello from bryan just before he left. I'm going to stop being a whiny bitch now and go hang out with Alyssa because she's available and good at cheering me up.